overboard she stood on the edge of the ledge and ya know she wasn’t gonna j u m p she just really liked the view. but when kitty-pie maddles scratched her palm and drew jesus-style blood she realized that life right now could be too serious to take lightly. not quite yet: the texan’s black and white tilted face charming did alarm her now she is doing her best to conjure him as reality maybe a drop or two of that cat-drawn dripping will do. she knows a boy in color who says flossing is for ~~pussies~~ but as she spits mouthfuls of blood into the sink she would have to disagree. there is strength in gooey red saliva because life dribbles out in the strangest ways. lack of composure- the fine-ass black boy on “blind date” says he knows he’s the bomb but his feet are ugly and he only screws with socks on. her problems are minimal, comparatively. she is still oozing where she was clawed, now searching the basket of little tubes and vials for that which will help. help. she’s leaking. she dangled with half her body out the window no thought of jumping ya know she just really liked the breeze & thought maybe it would take her mind off that damn texas boy who keeps on not coming back. (cont, new stanza) soon, he promises. soon. but what then? she wonders if she’ll still be able to balance on the ledge or out the window or even in the basket of quicker fix-you uppers. she knows it’s too damn easy to let a new one in & quickly lose footing it seems they love to watch her scramble stumble try to hang on seems they always turn a freshly blinded eye and never lend a paw yea it sure seems they all do love the sound of her fall.