the taste of this or, dysfunctional love goes to the carnival in a melody of rocking horses i’ve lost my balance and could swear i heard one neigh we are only together in the space between moments, and often not even then i am left with only helium filled fantasies and merry-go-round progress if i had one wish i’d turn you into a swirly twirly everlasting rainbow lollipop and i’d whittle away my days by lapping at your sugar with equal the voracity of the most gluttonous pigtailed girl at the fair.